I heard the Smashing Pumpkins’ Muzzle<\/i> for the first time in years on a mix tape of my sister’s last week when I was home. Then I heard it again earlier this week as I was ripping my copy of Mellon Collie<\/i> for Manu. Then I started obsessing over it, since it’s such an amazingly good song. <\/p>\n
Listen here<\/a>. <\/p>\n But I knew exactly where I was I’ll probably post a normal entry soon.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I heard the Smashing Pumpkins’ Muzzle for the first time in years on a mix tape of my sister’s last week when I was home. Then I heard it again earlier this week as I was ripping my copy of … Continue reading
\nI fear that I’m ordinary, just like everyone
\nTo lie here and die among the sorrows
\nAdrift among the days
\nFor everything I ever said
\nAnd everything I’ve ever done is gone and dead
\nAs all things must surely have to end
\nAnd great loves will one day have to part
\nI know that I am meant for this world
\nMy life has been extraordinary
\nBlessed and cursed and won
\nTime heals but I’m forever broken
\nBy and by the way…
\nHave you ever heard the words
\nI’m singing in these songs?
\nIt’s for the girl I’ve loved all along
\nCan a taste of love be so wrong
\nAs all things must surely have to end
\nAnd great loves will one day have to part
\nI know that I am meant for this world
\nAnd in my mind as I was floating
\nFar above the clouds
\nSome children laughed I’d fall for certain
\nFor thinking that I’d last forever<\/p>\n
\nAnd I knew the meaning of it all
\nAnd I knew the distance to the sun
\nAnd I knew the echo that is love
\nAnd I knew the secrets in your spires
\nAnd I knew the emptiness of youth
\nAnd I knew the solitude of heart
\nAnd I knew the murmurs of the soul
\nAnd the world is drawn into your hands
\nAnd the world is etched upon your heart
\nAnd the world so hard to understand
\nIs the world you can’t live without
\nAnd I knew the silence of the world<\/p>\n